I've been watching since the first season with Kelly Clarkson and Justin Guarini. IĀ feel like I've been on the edge of my seat for every moment since.Ā Can you believe it's been 21 seasons?!Ā
It always hits me in the solar plexus - thatĀ instant reaction - watching these scared, vulnerable, amazing kidsĀ put themselves out there for the first time (in front of millions!). And let's be honest, the background stories - jeesh - I'm a puddle! The tributes to people who have passed, the contestants with kids, the family sagas. I need a fresh box of tissues!
IĀ think what hits me the most is that they're all following their dream. They're taking that leap. It must be so scary.
I remember when I published my first book, Rue, IĀ literally felt like IĀ was on the precipice of a great cliff, and IĀ had no idea if IĀ would survive or go crashing down to my own sad, horrific, figurativeĀ death.
Looking back now, I'm glad and grateful that I pursued my dream and that IĀ didn't crash down. Has it been easy? NO. But am IĀ proud of myself for chasing my dream and achieving goals that IĀ never thought possible? YES.
I hope you chase your dreams too!Ā
Do you have a secret dream you'd like to share? I love hearing other people's stories. I'd love to hear yours.
So anyway, back to my Idol (Duets week!).
Until next time, thank you for your support, love, Amy |